so my friends mom dies today, and I’m like the failure of the family for not going to college for a “real” degree. cool. whatever. oh and i got a lecture for not having a boyfriend. thanks relatives. i just fuckin love it when you bring up the fuckin past and bring out all my fuckin flaws. and people wonder why i hate the damn holidays. fuck this fuckin shit. I’m so fuckin alone. I’m so fuckin over this shit. fuck.